Yesterday, was a gr8 day for me.. atleast I felt so...
just want to thank her.. for the pain she took all the way to be here....
But the same situation I am again... what next...???/
The same answer i have... should not worry a lot... Bhagwan jo bhi karega acha hi karega...
but i wish her life to be smooth... and please God give whtever is good for her....
I would be really nice if its the same that she wish,,, but I would like to see her happy at end...
So please plan for her... almighty... because.. u r the best one to decide.. whtt is good for her and wht is not...
apart from this i was just wondering why every time I start expecting... i start thinking now next wht??
but maine kal ki chinta karke aaj kyu karab kar raha hu...
kyuki maine isaa hi hu....
God made me.. with lot.. social contents.. give ability to talk to people of any age group... give me reponsible nature.... but also.. gave a emotional part of mine...
first of all I want to thank Him for wht He has given to me.. because... majority times ..not majority .. everytime it has favoured me a lot...
so now the think ... to sit and cry with the emotional part .. i need to make of it.....
but why ... i need to be one.. that i am...
to theek hai... na... jeeta reh isse hi... tensions le ke soch ke ki kya hoga aaage....
kisi ne kuch kaha.. khud pareshan hota... aur yaha pe aaajata hai...apna sa muhh le ke....
please help me....
we wish we could.... you only need to make yourself strong...... i feel you have started straining yourself....
yups my head is paining now... i should take a leave.. i have a hectic day ahead.... (thats a different hing that i want to sit and relax).....
sit and relax.. and think.... kuch nnahi hoga tera.... and you should thank// for the lovly day you had yeaterday... close you eyes.. and leave to start a new.. day... and as you say .. JO bhi hoga ache ke liye hoga... to tension kyu le raha ahi................ everything will be fine soon......
thanks ... thanks atleast for showing me some good dreams... inn future.....
you are toooo passimistic........ tujhe to yeh bhi nahi pata ki tujhe kya chaiye...
Sunday, January 31, 2010
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
Sunday, January 17, 2010
what to wrote .. as always on same situaltion... alot say.. bt don't know from where to start ..
and what to write...
why i feel bad... when someone say that they are engaged to someone.....
why you feel awkward .... specially when u dont feel anything like bf/gf for the other....(atleast till now)
you need to respect your relation as friends...
but i doo... seriously..... but the issue is that when i am made to realize that other is engaged somewhere always....
but am I trying... please i like to talk to the one .. i have not think like that till now atleast...
but beta... you know and you only say that friendship cant be there between a girl and a boy
I say but i have always made it wrong.... friendship is possible betwen a girl and a boy....
ok you want to discuss .. the scenario ...
know what you want to say... there are too many constraints if you want to have..
these days you are not giving a tough fight.. you loose easily...
i dont have the strength to fight.. not on this topic... i want a sweet friend that is of my type...
the one who cares.. the one... who listen to me... the one you share everything with me... the one who shows confidence... in me..... the one who came up and ask for his/her rights.... the one whom i can trust and the one.....
bas bas list itni badi hai ki puri nahi hone wali.. you leave dear... issa kabhi nahi hota.. aur na hone wala hai... in otherwords you are asking for you better half... hehehehehe
ssss not at all....... i want a ffriend.... ladka bhi ho sakta hai.....
ladka ho ya ladki.... gay hai kya.....
eekele reh ke dekho tab pata chalega...... waise maise dost ki baat kar raha tha... yeh gay kaaha se aa gaya,,
u feel someone missing............
but beta probs samjhne ki kosis karo,,,,, har koi aaapki tarah open minded nahi hota... the girl whom you may be talking to... his bf wont feel gud abt it... this is real fact..
aaap bhi yahi bologe.. aapko to paata hai.. kuch nahi hai issa....
maine uska bf bola.....
yeh kaisi duniya hai... but haan saayad yeh sahi hai...
likin ... chalo .. choroo.....
beta kabhi bhi aaj tak tujhe yeh laga ki tere saath kuch galat hua hai life maine...
ultimatelyy..
bas thoda patience ki zarurat hai...
hhaan saayad sahi keh rahe ho....okes maine kosis karuga .. cross nahi karu..
but promise u will bring something new in my life...
please please please please please please please.
okes okes... yahi boluga "jo bhhi hoga acha hi hoga... aur jo ho raha hai ache ke liye ho raha hai"
and what to write...
why i feel bad... when someone say that they are engaged to someone.....
why you feel awkward .... specially when u dont feel anything like bf/gf for the other....(atleast till now)
you need to respect your relation as friends...
but i doo... seriously..... but the issue is that when i am made to realize that other is engaged somewhere always....
but am I trying... please i like to talk to the one .. i have not think like that till now atleast...
but beta... you know and you only say that friendship cant be there between a girl and a boy
I say but i have always made it wrong.... friendship is possible betwen a girl and a boy....
ok you want to discuss .. the scenario ...
know what you want to say... there are too many constraints if you want to have..
these days you are not giving a tough fight.. you loose easily...
i dont have the strength to fight.. not on this topic... i want a sweet friend that is of my type...
the one who cares.. the one... who listen to me... the one you share everything with me... the one who shows confidence... in me..... the one who came up and ask for his/her rights.... the one whom i can trust and the one.....
bas bas list itni badi hai ki puri nahi hone wali.. you leave dear... issa kabhi nahi hota.. aur na hone wala hai... in otherwords you are asking for you better half... hehehehehe
ssss not at all....... i want a ffriend.... ladka bhi ho sakta hai.....
ladka ho ya ladki.... gay hai kya.....
eekele reh ke dekho tab pata chalega...... waise maise dost ki baat kar raha tha... yeh gay kaaha se aa gaya,,
u feel someone missing............
but beta probs samjhne ki kosis karo,,,,, har koi aaapki tarah open minded nahi hota... the girl whom you may be talking to... his bf wont feel gud abt it... this is real fact..
aaap bhi yahi bologe.. aapko to paata hai.. kuch nahi hai issa....
maine uska bf bola.....
yeh kaisi duniya hai... but haan saayad yeh sahi hai...
likin ... chalo .. choroo.....
beta kabhi bhi aaj tak tujhe yeh laga ki tere saath kuch galat hua hai life maine...
ultimatelyy..
bas thoda patience ki zarurat hai...
hhaan saayad sahi keh rahe ho....okes maine kosis karuga .. cross nahi karu..
but promise u will bring something new in my life...
please please please please please please please.
okes okes... yahi boluga "jo bhhi hoga acha hi hoga... aur jo ho raha hai ache ke liye ho raha hai"
Saturday, January 16, 2010
boundries...
my dear saurabh... just remember your boundries... aaap kabhi galti se bhi kisi ka beech maine to nahi aa rahe.....
Friday, January 15, 2010
patience is the key to success
from where i can have that....
jst read this
:)
aaj sach maine yeh pehli baar nahi ho raha ..
but i am lost somewhere...
God please help me....
jst read this
Mostly used alphabet 'A' does not appear in the spelling of 1 to 999 and appears for the first time in 1000 & continues ... Moral of the Story: Success needs Patience.
:)
aaj sach maine yeh pehli baar nahi ho raha ..
but i am lost somewhere...
God please help me....
?????????????
Aaj phir se mood off...
i dont know the reason as always..
might be ki maine jaana nahi chahta........
sab kuch dikhte hue bhi cheezo ko ignore kar raha hu...
ya phir .. soch raha hu... ki kuch dinno baad sab kuch sahi ho jayega.."all is well"....
mujhe aaj tak yeh samjh nahi aaya.. jab cheeze aapke hisab se nahi ja rahi ho to .. kya karna chahiye..
leave it because... its not for you......
or..
this is loosser attitude...you should keep trying till things change your way round,,,
but in this ... few things are there...........
it should be very clear in one's mind that "one does not get all think he wish" ........... should i except this fact????
also... one should know for what he/she is trying for....
is what he/she want..is good for him or not........
waise yeh cheeze uppar wal pe chor dini chahiye...
jo kismat maine hoga mil jayega
yeh kismat ................................ pata nahi hoti hi hai ya nahi...
waise yadi jindagi maine khush rehna hai.. to soch lo....... u will get wht u deserve....
nahi to puri zindagi ek target set karke uske piche bhagte raho.....
ek set karo ek achieve.. karo../...........
seriously .. i don't know what i want... and is it good for me............
i want a roommate..
i want a rented home with parking space.....
i want a car..
i want a land...
i want to see my father happy..
i want to be five pointer...
i want to travel onsite....
i want power......
i want someone in my life.....
someone can be not specifically gf.. type.... ek sacha dost chaiye....(sach bolo to pata nahi!!!!!!!!!!)
mujhe khud nahi pata mujhe kya kya chaiye,,,
to uss uppar wale ko kya dosh du....
kabhi kabhi to lagta hai... saali kismat hi karab hai... :))))
chalo ab jayada sochna nahi chaiye,..
khuki sochne se kuch nahi milta ...
sach maine kuch nahi...
but maine kya karu.............................................................................
sayad ab uppar wala hi kuch karege...................
maine to kuch nahi kar sakta..... wo bolte hai.. jo hota hai ache ki liye hi hota hai....
i know that much... ki mere saath bhagwan hai... and a special blessing from someone..
who must be looking from above ..
bahut pyar karti thi mujhe.....wo... sach kaha hai,,, apno ki yaad akelepan aur musibat maine hi aati hai...
and someplaces are never fulfilled by anyone.......
miss you mom...
kaha se suru kiya tha kaha pahuch gaya,,,
lets wait for sometime and see how it goes....
(but next question then will be how much time??????????????????)
i dont know the reason as always..
might be ki maine jaana nahi chahta........
sab kuch dikhte hue bhi cheezo ko ignore kar raha hu...
ya phir .. soch raha hu... ki kuch dinno baad sab kuch sahi ho jayega.."all is well"....
mujhe aaj tak yeh samjh nahi aaya.. jab cheeze aapke hisab se nahi ja rahi ho to .. kya karna chahiye..
leave it because... its not for you......
or..
this is loosser attitude...you should keep trying till things change your way round,,,
but in this ... few things are there...........
it should be very clear in one's mind that "one does not get all think he wish" ........... should i except this fact????
also... one should know for what he/she is trying for....
is what he/she want..is good for him or not........
waise yeh cheeze uppar wal pe chor dini chahiye...
jo kismat maine hoga mil jayega
yeh kismat ................................ pata nahi hoti hi hai ya nahi...
waise yadi jindagi maine khush rehna hai.. to soch lo....... u will get wht u deserve....
nahi to puri zindagi ek target set karke uske piche bhagte raho.....
ek set karo ek achieve.. karo../...........
seriously .. i don't know what i want... and is it good for me............
i want a roommate..
i want a rented home with parking space.....
i want a car..
i want a land...
i want to see my father happy..
i want to be five pointer...
i want to travel onsite....
i want power......
i want someone in my life.....
someone can be not specifically gf.. type.... ek sacha dost chaiye....(sach bolo to pata nahi!!!!!!!!!!)
mujhe khud nahi pata mujhe kya kya chaiye,,,
to uss uppar wale ko kya dosh du....
kabhi kabhi to lagta hai... saali kismat hi karab hai... :))))
chalo ab jayada sochna nahi chaiye,..
khuki sochne se kuch nahi milta ...
sach maine kuch nahi...
but maine kya karu.............................................................................
sayad ab uppar wala hi kuch karege...................
maine to kuch nahi kar sakta..... wo bolte hai.. jo hota hai ache ki liye hi hota hai....
i know that much... ki mere saath bhagwan hai... and a special blessing from someone..
who must be looking from above ..
bahut pyar karti thi mujhe.....wo... sach kaha hai,,, apno ki yaad akelepan aur musibat maine hi aati hai...
and someplaces are never fulfilled by anyone.......
miss you mom...
kaha se suru kiya tha kaha pahuch gaya,,,
lets wait for sometime and see how it goes....
(but next question then will be how much time??????????????????)
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