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Aaj phir se mood off...
i dont know the reason as always..

might be ki maine jaana nahi chahta........
sab kuch dikhte hue bhi cheezo ko ignore kar raha hu...

ya phir .. soch raha hu... ki kuch dinno baad sab kuch sahi ho jayega.."all is well"....

mujhe aaj tak yeh samjh nahi aaya.. jab cheeze aapke hisab se nahi ja rahi ho to .. kya karna chahiye..

leave it because... its not for you......

or..

this is loosser attitude...you should keep trying till things change your way round,,,

but in this ... few things are there...........

it should be very clear in one's mind that "one does not get all think he wish" ........... should i except this fact????
also... one should know for what he/she is trying for....
is what he/she want..is good for him or not........


waise yeh cheeze uppar wal pe chor dini chahiye...
jo kismat maine hoga mil jayega

yeh kismat ................................ pata nahi hoti hi hai ya nahi...


waise yadi jindagi maine khush rehna hai.. to soch lo....... u will get wht u deserve....


nahi to puri zindagi ek target set karke uske piche bhagte raho.....

ek set karo ek achieve.. karo../...........


seriously .. i don't know what i want... and is it good for me............


i want a roommate..
i want a rented home with parking space.....
i want a car..
i want a land...
i want to see my father happy..
i want to be five pointer...
i want to travel onsite....
i want power......
i want someone in my life.....

someone can be not specifically gf.. type.... ek sacha dost chaiye....(sach bolo to pata nahi!!!!!!!!!!)

mujhe khud nahi pata mujhe kya kya chaiye,,,
to uss uppar wale ko kya dosh du....

kabhi kabhi to lagta hai... saali kismat hi karab hai... :))))

chalo ab jayada sochna nahi chaiye,..

khuki sochne se kuch nahi milta ...
sach maine kuch nahi...
but maine kya karu.............................................................................

sayad ab uppar wala hi kuch karege...................
maine to kuch nahi kar sakta..... wo bolte hai.. jo hota hai ache ki liye hi hota hai....

i know that much... ki mere saath bhagwan hai... and a special blessing from someone..
who must be looking from above ..
bahut pyar karti thi mujhe.....wo... sach kaha hai,,, apno ki yaad akelepan aur musibat maine hi aati hai...
and someplaces are never fulfilled by anyone.......

miss you mom...

kaha se suru kiya tha kaha pahuch gaya,,,
lets wait for sometime and see how it goes....

(but next question then will be how much time??????????????????)