life changed after that

ya it changed...

after that a young lady entered my life ...

i again forget... that God has forgot to make love line on my palm...

and

i again moved my first step..

as if i was doing it for the first time...

as fresh as new morning after a heavy rain...

i want to write on but afraid that i might be reminded of alll the things i did ...

then just lost her one day....

she was wrong ...

she should not have done that...

i was with her in all bad times .. even she was the one who decided it...

to get separated.

i listen how her new finance... sent lovely gifts... how now they talk for hours..

how every sunday her family going to buy new jewelery for her wedding.

i simile every time ... i listen...

its enough for me that she is happy...

though it give me enough pain not sleep that night...thinking it should be me for whom all this should happen.

i came from no ware and left in middle....

but its fine i accepted it...

but suddenly one fine day she decided that its good we are not together and it does not matter to her anymore...

ya why would it matter... no she has a new guy in her life to take care...

she really dont want a stupid fellow to share anything...

this time i even fails in this part...

but i think i did my work...

it was to make her enter into a new relation...

and never look back even once thinking she left somebody which could be better...

okokok... now what .... me???

in any of the blog u find a happy me..

so neither in this one...

i think thats destiny,...

i know .. either i am harvesting bad deeds of my previous birth or i am building something nice for next.