enemy friends can be your friends, so choose either one....

I dont know...
Kuch nahi
bas jo bhi ho raha hai
acha hi ho raha hai..

jo bhi hoga acha hi hoga...



But sayad ab mmaine toot gaya hu...
bahut hass liya ,. bahut ro liya...
ab sayad kuch nahi...

lonely... be practical...

Sach maine ,.. sayad maine kisi ka bahut bura kiya hoga,...
aaj bahut buri tarah feel kar raha hu.. akele pan ka...

kuch to hu.. aur kuch kara diya gaya hu...

mujhe alag ho jana chaiye...
sab se...
mujhe a certain distance bana lena chahiye,,,
maine yeh bhi nahi kar sakta hu...

meri himat nahi hai
i know

maine ek aisa prani hu... jo baar ek hi cheez se hurt hota hu,.. aur phir wohi karta hu...

maine wo hu jo.. kisi dusare ki galati se kya.../
apni galti se bhi nahi seekh paate hai...


anyways....
aaj maine yeh likh raha hu
aur mujhe pata hai.. kal fir se yahi likhuga,,,,,
2 din dhukhi ahuga,,, phir.... same galti karne ke liye tayar dubara,...


aaaj bahut gussa aa raha hai,,,
itna ki sayad maine apne aap ko chot pahucha lu...

aur kyu nahi...

ya to God test kar raha hai... ya... mere kiye ki saaza de raha hai...


sach maine , sach bol raha hu
thak gaya hu,,,.. kasam se... maaf kar do... please......

i dont know what i have done....
but... aise mere saath nahi hona chahiye......
eek galti batao....
ekk pleasee......
apat.... maine uski baat nahi suni break up ke time...
maine jaldi move on kar gaya...

ya maine .... usse ignoroe kar diya...

kya wo aruri nahi tha..
kya wo ... time ki demand nahi thi...
kya ....
please boliyue na... maine koi galat kiya,.,..


lets leave.... it... aaj ... maine akela hu... aur mujhe akele hi sahan karna hai....

likin yadi possible ho to please .. yeh situation jaldi sahi kar do.....

nahi .. aap jo bhi karna meri bhalai ke liye karna...

jo bhi acha ho...
but please bhagwan jaldi karna nahi to ...
bikar jauga,,,,
ab himat jawab de rahi... roz ek hi cheez ke liye apne aap ko saaza deta hu..

trying to be perfect....

tryng ki saurabh jaan bhugh ke galat nahi kar sakta ..

anyways.,,,,

likin aap se maine baad maine yahi boluga.... maine kabhi ko chot nahi di...

but Bhagwan ab maine act nahi kar pauga...
sayad...

ho sake to mujhe maaf kar dena....
ab maine auro ki khusi apne aap ko aur nahi effort maar sakta....

mujhe kisi se koi matlab nahi
lets be practical.. office maine koi dost nahi....
kaha hai na ,... be praxticall.......
practicall.......
Bhagwan ji maine sach maine bahut ...................................

please giv me courage, patience and strength........

and if i have done something wrong on the way please forgive me...

but i have changed,,,,,,
i have chaged a lot...

wo sauabh nahi raha ...jisse apne aap se pyar tha....

its ok to forgive someone...

kabhi yadi kisi pe bahhut gussa aaye ... uski galti maaff karne laayak na ho ... to yaad rakhna... ki u also make mistakes....

and remember a famous dialogue from Paaaa.... moviee..

aap galti karke hurt karte ho..
likin
jo galti karta hai..wo sehan kane wale se jayada hurt hota hai...


kal jo hua... uske ..tumhare best friend se jayada tumhari situation ki galti hai...
and so everything is fine...
and do remember this will pass too...

nice

Everyone wants to be happy , Nobody wants to be in pain... But you can't have a rainbow without any rain

i cant

i cant do it.. iske liye
but sometimes somebody haappnies is more valuable than yours......


sach maine bahut feel hui yeh cheez....
likin sayad ... maine kkhud hi...


same saying still hold gud
"Jo bhi hogha mere ache ke liye hi hoga"

same situation

Yesterday, was a gr8 day for me.. atleast I felt so...

just want to thank her.. for the pain she took all the way to be here....


But the same situation I am again... what next...???/


The same answer i have... should not worry a lot... Bhagwan jo bhi karega acha hi karega...

but i wish her life to be smooth... and please God give whtever is good for her....
I would be really nice if its the same that she wish,,, but I would like to see her happy at end...
So please plan for her... almighty... because.. u r the best one to decide.. whtt is good for her and wht is not...



apart from this i was just wondering why every time I start expecting... i start thinking now next wht??


but maine kal ki chinta karke aaj kyu karab kar raha hu...
kyuki maine isaa hi hu....
God made me.. with lot.. social contents.. give ability to talk to people of any age group... give me reponsible nature.... but also.. gave a emotional part of mine...
first of all I want to thank Him for wht He has given to me.. because... majority times ..not majority .. everytime it has favoured me a lot...

so now the think ... to sit and cry with the emotional part .. i need to make of it.....

but why ... i need to be one.. that i am...


to theek hai... na... jeeta reh isse hi... tensions le ke soch ke ki kya hoga aaage....
kisi ne kuch kaha.. khud pareshan hota... aur yaha pe aaajata hai...apna sa muhh le ke....



please help me....

we wish we could.... you only need to make yourself strong...... i feel you have started straining yourself....

yups my head is paining now... i should take a leave.. i have a hectic day ahead.... (thats a different hing that i want to sit and relax).....



sit and relax.. and think.... kuch nnahi hoga tera.... and you should thank// for the lovly day you had yeaterday... close you eyes.. and leave to start a new.. day... and as you say .. JO bhi hoga ache ke liye hoga... to tension kyu le raha ahi................ everything will be fine soon......


thanks ... thanks atleast for showing me some good dreams... inn future.....

you are toooo passimistic........ tujhe to yeh bhi nahi pata ki tujhe kya chaiye...

THANKS

somebody tied my hands...
but i just want to say thnaks for been there...