yeh i was with my good friend and his girl.
it look like they both are made for each other..
want to pray for both of them...

and want to see them getting married...

please GOD bless them ..
please ............

just come across a saying...
though not stand in mmy case as of now..
but liked that.,...

Never allow someone to be your priority while allowing yourself to be their option

what to wrote .. as always on same situaltion... alot say.. bt don't know from where to start ..
and what to write...


why i feel bad... when someone say that they are engaged to someone.....
why you feel awkward .... specially when u dont feel anything like bf/gf for the other....(atleast till now)

you need to respect your relation as friends...

but i doo... seriously..... but the issue is that when i am made to realize that other is engaged somewhere always....

but am I trying... please i like to talk to the one .. i have not think like that till now atleast...

but beta... you know and you only say that friendship cant be there between a girl and a boy


I say but i have always made it wrong.... friendship is possible betwen a girl and a boy....

ok you want to discuss .. the scenario ...

know what you want to say... there are too many constraints if you want to have..

these days you are not giving a tough fight.. you loose easily...

i dont have the strength to fight.. not on this topic... i want a sweet friend that is of my type...
the one who cares.. the one... who listen to me... the one you share everything with me... the one who shows confidence... in me..... the one who came up and ask for his/her rights.... the one whom i can trust and the one.....


bas bas list itni badi hai ki puri nahi hone wali.. you leave dear... issa kabhi nahi hota.. aur na hone wala hai... in otherwords you are asking for you better half... hehehehehe

ssss not at all....... i want a ffriend.... ladka bhi ho sakta hai.....

ladka ho ya ladki.... gay hai kya.....


eekele reh ke dekho tab pata chalega...... waise maise dost ki baat kar raha tha... yeh gay kaaha se aa gaya,,
u feel someone missing............

but beta probs samjhne ki kosis karo,,,,, har koi aaapki tarah open minded nahi hota... the girl whom you may be talking to... his bf wont feel gud abt it... this is real fact..


aaap bhi yahi bologe.. aapko to paata hai.. kuch nahi hai issa....

maine uska bf bola.....

yeh kaisi duniya hai... but haan saayad yeh sahi hai...
likin ... chalo .. choroo.....

beta kabhi bhi aaj tak tujhe yeh laga ki tere saath kuch galat hua hai life maine...
ultimatelyy..
bas thoda patience ki zarurat hai...


hhaan saayad sahi keh rahe ho....okes maine kosis karuga .. cross nahi karu..
but promise u will bring something new in my life...
please please please please please please please.


okes okes... yahi boluga "jo bhhi hoga acha hi hoga... aur jo ho raha hai ache ke liye ho raha hai"

boundries...

my dear saurabh... just remember your boundries... aaap kabhi galti se bhi kisi ka beech maine to nahi aa rahe.....

patience is the key to success

from where i can have that....

jst read this

Mostly used alphabet 'A' does not appear in the spelling of 1 to 999 and appears for the first time in 1000 & continues ... Moral of the Story: Success needs Patience.

:)

aaj sach maine yeh pehli baar nahi ho raha ..

but i am lost somewhere...
God please help me....

?????????????

Aaj phir se mood off...
i dont know the reason as always..

might be ki maine jaana nahi chahta........
sab kuch dikhte hue bhi cheezo ko ignore kar raha hu...

ya phir .. soch raha hu... ki kuch dinno baad sab kuch sahi ho jayega.."all is well"....

mujhe aaj tak yeh samjh nahi aaya.. jab cheeze aapke hisab se nahi ja rahi ho to .. kya karna chahiye..

leave it because... its not for you......

or..

this is loosser attitude...you should keep trying till things change your way round,,,

but in this ... few things are there...........

it should be very clear in one's mind that "one does not get all think he wish" ........... should i except this fact????
also... one should know for what he/she is trying for....
is what he/she want..is good for him or not........


waise yeh cheeze uppar wal pe chor dini chahiye...
jo kismat maine hoga mil jayega

yeh kismat ................................ pata nahi hoti hi hai ya nahi...


waise yadi jindagi maine khush rehna hai.. to soch lo....... u will get wht u deserve....


nahi to puri zindagi ek target set karke uske piche bhagte raho.....

ek set karo ek achieve.. karo../...........


seriously .. i don't know what i want... and is it good for me............


i want a roommate..
i want a rented home with parking space.....
i want a car..
i want a land...
i want to see my father happy..
i want to be five pointer...
i want to travel onsite....
i want power......
i want someone in my life.....

someone can be not specifically gf.. type.... ek sacha dost chaiye....(sach bolo to pata nahi!!!!!!!!!!)

mujhe khud nahi pata mujhe kya kya chaiye,,,
to uss uppar wale ko kya dosh du....

kabhi kabhi to lagta hai... saali kismat hi karab hai... :))))

chalo ab jayada sochna nahi chaiye,..

khuki sochne se kuch nahi milta ...
sach maine kuch nahi...
but maine kya karu.............................................................................

sayad ab uppar wala hi kuch karege...................
maine to kuch nahi kar sakta..... wo bolte hai.. jo hota hai ache ki liye hi hota hai....

i know that much... ki mere saath bhagwan hai... and a special blessing from someone..
who must be looking from above ..
bahut pyar karti thi mujhe.....wo... sach kaha hai,,, apno ki yaad akelepan aur musibat maine hi aati hai...
and someplaces are never fulfilled by anyone.......

miss you mom...

kaha se suru kiya tha kaha pahuch gaya,,,
lets wait for sometime and see how it goes....

(but next question then will be how much time??????????????????)

happiness car or enjoyment....

everything has changed around me....

i am not the same saurabh i used to be...

the same simple question all day and night i keep on asking to my self..

what i want..

and i am doing something to achieve it....................


the world around me has changed ...

there is no body in my life whom i need to answer now///

i am fine now... and have moved on ( atleast i think so)



i dont want to write any think else./..
i just want to happy for some time...
might be that i have set my target very high due to which i am not able to get happiness..
like
owning a car
owning a house..

might be i need to understand...,that going around with friend for a short trip is more charming and entertaining then a car...

no but...
i need to own a car..

i dont know
bt right now i have a target in my mind..
so.... lets aim towards it... 1 lk...