I am writing this bg from my mobioe
First day and want to test out everthing
Bt of it works then it would be gr8
Saturday, July 18, 2009
Will this work
I am writing this bg from my mobioe
feeling alone
it started as usual, i started my morning thinking what to do whole day.
nothing gr8 i have in my life to do.
to what to do whole day.
no shopping, i need to save -my new moto in life, because either i can save or can can spend.
both spending and saving is not possible with the amount of salary i am having.
leave it,
seriously telling you, it is my first blog and i have my topics to write but getting vonfuse how to start.
Should i tell you about 25,000/- which i lost and go to bank every saturday to know its status and how i felt on that day.
or should i tell you how i feel you when every day i go by a shared auto to my office.
or should i tell you about the feeling i had when a mother holding his son was crying and asking the auto driver to drive fast.
or how i feel when one of seniors scold me for working at night.
or when i feel what i will do in my future.
seriously but i am feeling i am not the one whole left the collage 2 years back .
today the condition is different.
I get dimotivated very easily.
I am not happy that i am working in a company which i dream of from my first year of my college, but I am said because i am not earning what i am expecting.
I am not happy that i am performing good and enjoy working, but i am sad because i dont know what is my future in my company.
I am not happy that i am not single now but i am sad because i her family is not ready.
I am not happy that have few good friends but i am sad because i have many guys who dont like me in office.
But one think i know, i am alone today.
seating in my room lonely with my laptop and tv.
and no plans for today and tomorrow.
just waiting to happen some thing in life.
Today i just feel to say sorry to the one, who love me the more than i do her.
But i can't stand beside her and say i am with you dear.
and say we can make your love ones understand.
and say please don't leave hope.
and say please take your own time.
and say i love you.
but .......................................
i will come back...........
nothing gr8 i have in my life to do.
to what to do whole day.
no shopping, i need to save -my new moto in life, because either i can save or can can spend.
both spending and saving is not possible with the amount of salary i am having.
leave it,
seriously telling you, it is my first blog and i have my topics to write but getting vonfuse how to start.
Should i tell you about 25,000/- which i lost and go to bank every saturday to know its status and how i felt on that day.
or should i tell you how i feel you when every day i go by a shared auto to my office.
or should i tell you about the feeling i had when a mother holding his son was crying and asking the auto driver to drive fast.
or how i feel when one of seniors scold me for working at night.
or when i feel what i will do in my future.
seriously but i am feeling i am not the one whole left the collage 2 years back .
today the condition is different.
I get dimotivated very easily.
I am not happy that i am working in a company which i dream of from my first year of my college, but I am said because i am not earning what i am expecting.
I am not happy that i am performing good and enjoy working, but i am sad because i dont know what is my future in my company.
I am not happy that i am not single now but i am sad because i her family is not ready.
I am not happy that have few good friends but i am sad because i have many guys who dont like me in office.
But one think i know, i am alone today.
seating in my room lonely with my laptop and tv.
and no plans for today and tomorrow.
just waiting to happen some thing in life.
Today i just feel to say sorry to the one, who love me the more than i do her.
But i can't stand beside her and say i am with you dear.
and say we can make your love ones understand.
and say please don't leave hope.
and say please take your own time.
and say i love you.
but .......................................
i will come back...........
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